Well... I'm still here. some of you might remember that I had posted not long ago trying to get donations together so I could get some things I needed to go to treatment. Unbelievably, (yet totally believably. sadly enough...), instead of that happening, I actually ended up getting really really worked, and I now feel I was lied to in order for someone to cover up the real reasons why I was only given a $4 donation as I walked out the door of a very very very very very long visit. What's more is that I left my only good charger there and now, of course, I'm not getting any responses to even get that back... nor the donation I was promised, to make up for not getting it at the time, when I should have. Blah, blah, blah... sorry for rambling, guys. anyways the point is I still need to get my shit together.I really don't want to hurt any feelings or offend anyone... but, because of everything that's happened... and the way it's happened; I really really need to try and book a high end, high donation appointment. and put a pause on short, small donation yielding visits.any one of you who knows me even a little knows that I do not see multiple men a day. Not even in circumstances like the one I'm dealing with right now. That is why I need to try and make sure that the visit I do book right now is going to be the highest grossing appointment I can acquire. I do so hope that you guys understand. I adore you all so much for everything you've said to encourage me and show me support. it means everything to me. Now... IT'S TIME!!! THIS IS ME SOUNDING THE ALARM!!! BRING YOUR GENEROSITY ALONG WITH YOUR PRIMAL DOMINANT HUNGER, IF YOU'RE A TOP DOG AND I WILL GRATEFULLY SUBMIT TO YOU. I will be so so good for you and let you play how you so choose (aside from a few "too gross" of taboos/kinks). It'll be our secret...